i really love being hurt every fucking day and being rehected and dealing with shit every day. i cant take shti anymore i really cant, im actually on the verge of breaking. i cant.

i never really ask for much other then for people to appreciate me and be kind becasue what i always try to do is be nice to everyone. no one to desrevs to feel shitty but aparently i deservee to feel shitty becasue thats how my friends treat me .